Closure To The Previous Chapter: Graduation.

"I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here..."

Excerpt from Incubus' Wish You Were Here

(from left) Aunty Jessica, myself and my papa, at the hall after the convocation ceremony was over.

A medley of emotion rushes through my head as i headed back home after the rain from Wisma MCA a couple of hours ago when my convocation ended.

Yeah, my convocation was today.

As i woke up this morning, i was anxious, wondering what will be installed for me today. Meeting up with my friends from various courses and faculties, all in their robes, beaming with excitement that we've finally graduated. Filled with anxiety i was.

(from left) Ernest, myself and Rowen. Apart from sharing out surname and blood and the fact we all wear glasses, we're nothing alike. They were not able to come for the convocation as they had places to go and to do later in the afternoon.

At breakfast, my dad said this was the best birthday present he could ever receive. I wondered whether it was the platinum coated chufflings Ernest, Rowen and i chipped in to buy for his 53rd birthday, or what it me finally graduating?

But nonetheless, i felt my dad's dream of graduating came true through me.

Me and my papa. Where's he looking, i wonder.

Jumping forward, it was 2.30pm, and all of us came waiting for the VIPs to turn up. They came, speeches were made and the ceremony began. My classmates and i were the first few to receive the (empty) scroll (case).

Walking up on stage, i had no idea what happened after my name was announced and i shaked transport minister Datuk Ong Tee Keat's hands as i received the (empty) scroll (case). It was a blur... but a relief as it passed by.

It was great that i managed to meet up with other graduands like Justin Tan, Angeline, Wilson, Alex Woon, Jolene, Li Yun, Jennifer, etc.

(From left) Chee Been, Eu Wah, BlurChu? and Yen Yen

Of course, there was also Kevan (who wasn't there solely to see me, of course), Dewgem who came and gave me and a few others flowers, Tze Jian who was there visiting a few friends, Kent from FAM and a few others.

Gosh... i'm just so so tired. And i'm heading back home tomorrow afternoon after church and perhaps lunch with Aaron Oon.

Closure for that chapter. Well, i've achieved most of my dreams. I dare say if my life were to be taken away from me, i would go away peaceful, a happy man.

Though, i wish Mom was here to see me.

Love & Peace!~

BC?

Just Pictures

If a picture speaks a thousand words, i would just let these pictures take the wheel for this entry.


Chicken chop and fried oyster, as i was dining at Northam Beach Cafe. The chicken chop's cheap, but the chips were soggy. And i think i have not tasted better fried oyster with eggs yet. So, it's tough to judge.

A bowl of Koay Teow soup. Simple but tasty. Oh, and relatively cheap too.


Ice Kacang at Lorong Selamat. As i tasted it, i recall my dad taking me to this same coffee shop for this icy treat. What makes it so good? Perhaps it's the ingredients he carefully chooses to put into the ice kacang? Or the skillful effort he puts into each bowl he serves the customers? Or it's a family recipe? No matter what the reason is, a spoonful of this cool dessert is the thing to have during a hot sunny day.


A plate of Nasi Kandar and a cup of teh tarik. Still don't understand the SMS send around to boycott this Penang delicacy among Chinese and Indians. So childish and racist.


The F1 Race car, as seen at Queensbay Mall over the weekend, at the Shell V-Power Racing Roadshow. I had to cover this while i was out covering another assignment. But it was all good!

Joshua Entol fooling around as he accompanied me as i was doing my work. We had good supper nearby my office and another round of teh tarik later in Air Itam. Since i known him (better) when he was still in studying for his SPM till now, he has grown from a eccentric, otak-tak-center dude into a mature, wise eccentric, otak-tak-center dude! Keep on walking with God lah, and He'll show you a lot for your life, dude!

Philippines BBQ chicken rice. A little pricey, but it was okay lah.

Plates of Fried noodles and Fried Singapore Beehoon... as both Joshua and i went for another round of supper, before heading down to Air Itam for a round of teh tarik!


As stated.

One of the tombstone at the Jewish cemetery at Jalan Zainal Abidin. Didn't know that this place, which was recommended by my university mate Daniel Sim, was just a stone's throw away from where i'm staying here in Penang. Interesting to see all these tombstones with Hebrew engravings is the remains of the past, which can be seen in the present day.


And a lot more to come lah... i'm anticipating more!

Now, for a plate of delicious Nasi Kandar... will try the mutton this time!

Love & Peace!~

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An Off Day in The Island (ver 1.2)

Since it was my day off yesterday, I decided to go down to Queensbay Mall to walk around. After getting instructions from the land-lady on how to get there, I had some lunch nearby and headed down to Bayan Lepas.


Darren, the land-lady's kid and holding cute Pu-to. He was enthusiastic about being in the picture when i wanted to take a shot of the cute little Pomeranian.


My lunch of Lor Bak, prawn fritters and taiwanese sausage, served with Loh and chilli sauce and a cup of teh ais to drink down with.


Queensbay Mall, where i spent my time reading, walking around and watched not one but two movies; Dr Suess' Horton Hears A Who and Vantage Point.


The two movies were good lah, kept me entertained with me only needing to spend Rm18 (including a cup of Coke and popcorn!)

Horton Hears A Who is indeed a funny family show, about how an elephant tries to save a community (Whoville) who live in a spec of dust, and the effort he goes through to ensure their safety. While in the Whoville, the mayor tries his best to inform the people of impending danger while trying to convince his son on being the next mayor. Kiddish, but entertaining nonetheless

Vantage Point, on the other hand, is much more intense and interesting with the story about plot to assassinate the US president in Spain. But what makes the cut is the presentation of the story ala Boomtown. The whole story unfolds through the point of views of several characters, including a traumatised secret service agent who gives his best protecting the president, a tourist enjoying the sights and sound of the city on a holiday away from his family, a double-agent in a dilemma and the upright, principle-holding president.

Plus, the story just keeps getting better as it comes to a closing.


Penang Bridge as taken from Queensbay Mall.



I guess from Queensbay Mall, you can see the otherside of Penang main island, Seberang Prai. It's just nice to feel the wind blowing to your face and seeing airplanes flying above you.


The night ended with me having a long conversation over the phone with Wern Jun, before Jocelyn taking me out for supper and seeing the night life here in Penang. Eventful!

Well, gotta go and get some work done!


"In my imaginary world, everyone's a pony and they eat rainbows, and poop butterflies! "

Katie , from the movie Horton Hears a Who!

Love & Peace!~

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Got Tagged by Irene Chen!

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What is your favourite food?
Pizza

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Not yet

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
Julius, Justin and Cheong Keen. So, that we can blog about the experience from different perspectives.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Anywhere with lots of snow

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To find a dream?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My hand(s)

8. If you win RM1 million, what would you do?
10% goes to tithing and one-third would go to charity. Spend my friends a round of drinks at the mamak stall and save RM10,000 for myself. Whatever balance goes to my dad and brothers.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
If she really has feelings for me, I would.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Passionate about the things she does, helpful and sporting

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
I can list a whole lot of criteria here, but I’ll just list some important ones: beautiful, younger than me, God-loving, musically gifted, kind-hearted, a little control freak, loves her family and friends, can cook and loves me for me, etc.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
People who fail to realise they’ve got so much going for them

13. What is your ambition?
To beat that person before I run out of time.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I’m a sinner, not a saint. Just point it out to me.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Oxygen, God, faith, acknowledgement, hope. Oxygen is just to darn important!

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Only for necessity reasons.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Pink!

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
One of it would be getting work done half past six.

19. What makes you different?
By simply being me.

20. What is your record in sleep hours?
The worse: Slept less than 5 hours in 70 hours time.
The best: About 16 hours

People who I wanna tag:
Kevan, Justin, Sui Li, Dewgem, Julius, Oliver, Megan, John R

Love & Peace!~

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Next Step in The Chapter

If you have not heard the news yet, well, I'm now in Penang, the land of sun, sand, char koay teow, assam laksa and food galore!

And why am i here? Answer: to work, eat and do more work!

To put it in words, i'm currently taking the next step in my career. It's no political exile, but it's a journey of learning, adventure and perhaps, self-discovery.

As i got up enthusiastically this morning and followed my colleagues to places, i found out i've got a lot to learn and it's fun!


I'm now armed with my new camera, the Casio Exilim. Helpful during assignments, and you wouldn't see me camwhoring any time soon!

This is Penang as viewed from Kek Lok Si Temple. I'll be viewing this for a long, long time.

This is my room in Lorong Selamat. Like my life, it's messy.

Nothing beats char koay teow and a glass of teh ais at tea time.

Lok Lok... Lok Lok... Lok Lok... and more food to come. Time's in my hand, but money's just slipping out of my pocket.


Like Naruto who has grown up two and a half years later in Naruto Shippuden, i've got to pick up the pace and move forward!


Will try my best to blog whenever i can, since i'm currently Internet-less and cut off from the rest of the world.

Love & Peace!~

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The Rojak Series # 17

Like previous times, i'm just caught up with the events going around in my life that i have not updated my blog yet.

Thus, i believe that this calls for another round of TRS.

1. Two-thirds Denied

Unless you've been living under a soundproof rock for the past decade, this is indeed old news.

Besides making headlines in both local and foreign news, this is somewhat stale, but many are happy over this conquest. Yet, will this bliss last forever?

As the National Front watches the Opposition to drop the bomb, the nation is either keeping their fingers crossed (or are itching to point) as this new government make its move; especially those under the Opposition.

Looks like the next five years to come is nothing short of amazing.


2. Shout Outs

For the past couple of weeks, I had no time to dinner home. But for consolation, I was out with friends for dinner very often.

From sushi joints to mamak stalls, late night chats and movies. It was eventful.

I would like to thank people like Kevan Phua, Justin Yap, Angeline Tan, Sui Li, Fook Sim, Dewgem, David Heng, Aaron Oon, Wern Jun, Joanne Lee, SherMayne and many others who i've failed to mention (or remember!) for spending your time, effort and cash on a loser like me. It's times like this i'm glad i'm breathing and walking.

At least i feel slightly better about the change.

And here's what the change is about....


3. Farewell

Nope, this ain't a suicide note, but a temporary goodbye to Kuala Lumpur (and Petaling Jaya) as i'm taking the next step in this chapter of my life - i've been seconded to Penang branch.

It was no political exile; they're just short-handed. Plus, it'll be a good exposure for me.

I've got nothing to lose, little to oblige and everything to sacrifice in order to be better than i am now. All in the name of

It's a whole new world for me as i leave for the northern island tomorrow morning.

Sayonara.


"...Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Dont know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go...."

Excerpt from John Denver's Leaving On A Jet Plane

Love & Peace!~

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Cast To Voice Out!

Just less than an hour ago, i cast my maiden vote, which took me less than five minutes to get my details checked, confirmed, marking an 'X' on the slip and putting it into the ballet box.

Simple.

I'm looking forward to whether incumbent Seputeh MP Teresa Kok of DAP can retain her seat for her third term, or would BN's Carol Chew take the lead, despite the fact she had to apologise for the 'sexist billboard' few days back.

As a citizen, i believe everyone (who are eligible) should decide and vote for their future and their government. You hear a lot of people complaining and criticising the way government. But the worst thing they can do is sit around, continue to whine about the problem they face. Stop! Just register yourself and cast your vote; fulfill your right as a citizen in this country.

I've seen many things these few days, prior to the General Election.

I've seen a newbie, who is contesting against an old-timer, unorganised, but has a group of volunteers who are supportive of her. And she tries her best to be sincere and friendly with the people, having an eye for details in her constituency.

I've seen an old-timer who has been invited to many events and praised by many, yet does not seem so personal - lacking a balance in things she does.

I've seen politicians who are full of it and it just slip over - although despited here, is seen as God in his own hometown.

I've seen politicians who are just gun-ho, but just have not done enough research and ending putting their foot in their own mouth.

I've heard some are getting desperate, since people are getting smarter with access to information, and the way things have been going.

Tonight, as the results come in, it'll be a long, hectic night.


"People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people."

V, taken from Alan Moore's graphic novel V for Vendetta

Love & Peace!~

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Forgetful me.

In the midst of the hectic, unscheduled life i face, i forgot one thing too many.

I forgot to read the latest updates of Bleach and Naruto.
I forgot to buy my BM manga, which was out days ago.
I forgot to update my blog.
I forgot to wish some people farewell.
I forgot the intructions to do a number of things.
I forgot the names (and faces) of the people i met the past few days.
I forgot to take my notepad out for an assignment.
I forgot to reply my friend's email.
I forgot to respond to the messages people sent to me.
I forgot to send her a text message
I forgot... God?

Nevertheless, God doesn't, if not never, forgets insignificant, clumsy me.

Shall i remember that He is always beside me.


"....You never minded calling me a child
Well, I guess that's how I acted all the while
But You live through every tantrum, You see through every lie
Though they seem to be more common
I just wanted You to know why oh why

Unforgetful You, unforgetful
Unforgetful You, so unforgetful...."

Taken from Unforgetful You by Jars of Clay

Love & Peace!~

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Love: Thrown Away (ver 1.2)

While lovey-dovey people were busy tossing oranges into ponds and rivers, me, my colleague and a few dozen reporters were busy getting the MCA parliamentary candidate list and latest news at Wisma MCA. As chaotic and busy the whole scene was, it was worth getting a front page shared-byline (and having two stories published)!

But this is not what i really want to blog about. It was more of what day is it because it's the Chinese Valentine's Day - Chop Goh Mei, which marks the end of Chinese New Year.

What i want to point out is that darn popular proposal that happened last week. I believe no one would forget David Tan, the Malaysian Cassanova who made headlines by proposing to his girlfriend, Kelly Tan with the "RM40,000" billboard and RM14,000 engagement ring! Click HERE for more info.

This is the numbskull who raised the level of expectation of women or around for mere mortal gentlemen. It's foreseeable in the future, if guys can't live up to expectations, girls will said,"How come you cannot be like David Tan?! So romantic!"

I guess picture is no stranger to bloggers/newspaper readers/LDP highway users.

Many would argue (including girls) that the money would have been better well spent on things like a house or a car. We can only imaging being able to spend that much at one go! Joanne Lee said it would be more romantic if they both flew to Paris and he made the proposal there with the money.

But then again, it's his money, his life, his girl (soon-to-be wife), his way and his ad. Perhaps he takes the cake for outrages proposals ever done in Malaysia; he deserves the credit.

Anyway, i heard my colleagues joking about this, before the news was published, and if Kelly were to say yes, David, in a month's time, would splurge more cash and put this up.

It's possible, ya?

For me, a hopeless, pessimitic romantic, i can't imaging myself doing anything romantic, what more something this huge, for a girl. I don't see such future for me, i think.

"Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you..."

Taken from Can't Help Falling In Love by Elvis Presley

Love & Peace!~

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Spammed Calls and Swelled Sushi (ver 1.5)

"Hello, you're Mr Bernard Cheah, right?
"...I got your number from your friend...."

This was part of the conversation i had with telemarketer from True Fitness, who wanted to give me a free one-week trial membership. And as usual, i declined, citing that i'm really busy and if i ever had free time to go to their gym, i would be attending another more important matters in my already-messed-up life.

But what really pissed me off was the fact that she couldn't tell me who gave my name to the company. For all we know, they got my number from someone or somewhere without my knowledge, and i personally think this is an invasion of privacy!

After she explained about some mumbo-jumbo yoga classes and other offers available, i declined the offer.

As much as i want to be buffed, i know it's no way possible to do it in a short time. And with the constraint of both time and money, i don't think i would be joining a gym anytime soon.

Buffed (taken from Kevan's blog)

If i ever get hold of the person who gave my name to them, i would smack his/her head with a dumbbell a couple dozen times.

On a brighter note, a few of the youths and i celebrated Ivan's farewell party at Sakae Sushi in The Pavilion Kuala Lumpur. Oddly enough, the same branch in Bangsar Village 2 isn't as classy as this one.

With Angeline, Carmen, Caroline, Daniel Loo, Gillian, Fook Sim, Ignatius, Jocelyn, John Rueben, KEVAN Justin botak, Nicholas, and Sui Li feasting together as we wish him off, it was a barrel of fun and laughter, as we ate sushi, chat and ate more wasabi-ed sushi! It was hilarious to see the faces of those who can't actually take the heat.

And the night ended with a few of us went for mango shaved ice dessert near Low Yat Plaza.

*Sigh* I shouldn't have too much food at night!

*burp*

Love & Peace!~

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Barely Breathing

Strip taken from Kubo Tite's manga Bleach (Chapter 102: Nobody Beats)


The past few weeks have been really hectic as the workload keeps on coming in, and not much churned out. And the long breaks including the recent Chinese New Year wasn't of much help as i didn't really get a chance to have a serious chill.

The tension in my right arm is acting up again. Sleep has not been of much help. And if i don't keep focus, i fear i'll loss focus and experience anxiety attack!

What more with the parliament dissolved and the 12th General Election coming up, the silence after the storm is ending soon as my colleagues and i are to be on our toes to catch what will happen next.

But my bigger concern isn't how i would cover anything and everything about the elections, but where i would be in the future.


"...Blurring and stirring
the truth and the lies
(So I don't know what's real)
So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through..."

Excerpt from Going Under by Evanescence

P/S: I found a RM50 note on the floor in Lot 10. But before i could shout for joy, i have to pay for the RM80 fine for mis-parking in Bandar Sunway. *sigh*


Love & Peace!~

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Mane No More, Not Man No More!

I've got friends who have such awesome hair.

For a person who adores long hair, i had to get a haircut.

It has been a month since i went to the hairstylist, and came out with the short hairstyle, seemingly similar to the one i got in high school.

This look got a mixed reaction, from praises and complements to shocks of horrors. Many of the older women who knows me gave good comments about it, while the youths at church said otherwise.

For a person who adores dreadlocks, it's a painful sacrifice i had to make. One of my bosses got me to do so.

I felt obliged. But hey, after all, I'm under probation; six months probation. For now, i just have to suck it up and just enjoy the flow.

I've got friends with such hair.

But hey, six months is enough to re-grow my hair into its full glory once again.

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year to all the readers celebrating this festival (those happily receiving those bountiful red packets and those sulkily giving them away).


*Both pictures are from Postsecrets.com

Love & Peace!~

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The Rojak Series #16

With so many things going on and so little time to blog about, i've decided to write another TRS:


1. Club Med: Fun Under The Sun

I was at Club Med, Cherating! Three days of fun, drinks, food and sun!

And i was with these people! Most of them were from other newspaper and magazine publication, while the rest were from some other companies. Got to meet familiar faces and new contacts! And we had a great time trying out the activities there and also miggling with the people there.

And the things you must try there includes:
1. Sailing
2. Archery
3. Flying trapeze
4. Kayaking
5. All the bar drinks


I wish i could stay there for another week!


2. Too good to be true

Early last week, i received an SMS from Celcom, stating that i won RM20,000! Here was what the SMS stated:

Congratulation! ....
Simcard anda Memenangi Cek Tunai RM20,000 Dari CELCOM. Sila hubungi Call Centre : 006281342211355 www.celcom.com.my

Yes, it was too good to be true. Thus, this prompted me to call the actual call centre (No, that number in the SMS isn't the number!), only to discover it is an SMS scam.

I wanted to tell my supervisors about this news, but apparently scams like this have been going around for the past couple of years under the guise of other telco.

The best way to make money is still the hard way - the honest way.

3. Meeting Old Faces
Last Sunday, Justin Tan stayed over to run some errands here in PJ the following day. At night, both of us met up with David and Dewgem to watch Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street. Before the movie, we had a couple of rounds of pool.

The movie was a dark comedy, and had an interesting plot with it. Kudos to Johnny Depp for his eccentric performance as the title character and Tim Burton for collaborating with Depp for the sixth time! This gloomy, gory musical is indeed one movie to watch!

And on Thursday, i met up with my classmates at SS2 Murni for dinner/drink. It was great to meet up with Alex, Eu Wah, Lily, Chin Han, Grace, Pek Mei and Chee Been. Had many laughs and exchanging of opinions (read: gossips) over cups of tea and chicken chops.

I guess the next time i'll be seeing them would be after Chinese New Year. I'm suppose to plan something - and will post it up on the Yahoo! Groups. Not sure what we're gonna do, but i'm stating Chinese New Year clothes as the dress code!

4. Work
Yes, i've still got a long way to go here at the office. But i'm enjoying myself here - every single day.

But i really have to buck up, as i've the people around me have high expectations of me. Personally, i would also want to improve to not only be good, but also not be a burden to others.

"I had heard from lots of seniors that what you learn in school doesn't really help you in the real world. I didn't expect to be this useless."

Yuuta Takemoto, from Honey and Clover, Episode 23:"... and once again, I begin to run"

5. New Faces
Speaking of which, i would need to not only meet people, but to contact them occasionally to get my job done.

Pretty scary to approach strangers and start small talk with them, but i'm still learning to be a good journalist!

One day at a time.

6. CNY
I think i'll be celebrating here at home. Wouldn't be going out much, and would try to use the time given to finish my backlogs i have.

And i haven't started looking for new clothes yet. Though, i bought a new sling bag for work yesterday. Will start using it tomorrow!

Love & Peace!~

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What Lies Ahead.

I never imagine myself standing in front of the church, preaching to the masses. Neither have i thought of entering the church ministry as a pastor. Never!

And last Sunday, I was prophetized by a visiting pastor.

After the service, i was walking around, waiting for others to go for lunch, i bumped into our guest speaker, Rev. Mary Adams and her entourage. And she stopped me, told me she was looking for me, and hold my hand.

Then, she said i would be a pastor in the future.

She said these words: "You wouldn't be just plucking the bass guitar. You will be plucking the hearts of people."

Seriously, i was speechless and clueless. I did enjoy playing bass that Sunday, but this just really took me aback.

Currently, i enjoy my life as a journalist. Tough, pressureful and demanding, but i enjoy every single moment reporting and writing news.

What should i do?


"...History sits and she tells her stories
Bitter and twisted without power
Sitting watching feeding her jealous mouth
The future looks back to learn her lessons
Memories fade while experience beckons
I'm caught in the middle which way should I go

Gravity's pulling me, but heaven is calling me and

My head's spinning the world's twisted
My head's twisted the world's spinning..."

Exceprt from Gravity by Delirious?

Love & Peace!~

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Le Prochain Chapitre: Week One

Like some of my former classmates put it, we're entering the next chapter of our lives.

For some, they are still enjoying the long break after completing their three-year degree courses. For others, they have become part of the working force. I belong to the latter category.

I'm fortunate to be offered a job back to where i interned a couple of years ago. It was really a great door of opportunity opened by God, after another door was closed. I was really blessed.

From working here in the first week, it was interesting to meet old friends, see new faces, do the somewhat same-old-things and get hands on of the new gadgets and upgrades they since i left this place. Nifty.

I've got a haircut and more formal wear. Unlike when i was interning, i now carry the image of the company more prominently. But more importantly, i need to change myself, in the departments of responsiblities, emotions and maturity. Yup, the next phase of my life requires me to improve myself.

This is the first step to a long, challenging and exciting journey in my life.

"...So I'm going home,
To the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah..."

Taken from Daughtry's Home

Love & Peace!~

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